The Jeepney Ride,,,~

I was in the jeepney yesterday. There were two people, sitting close with one another. The guy talked to her, I can see in their eyes as they looked each other, they're inlove. They have something sparkling their eyes, it's like an unexplained joy. The girl in reply answered with a soft voice and a humble smile and I could read her lips saying I love you. Then the guy held her head to his shoulders, as well as her hand into his. Then a bliss of dejection came to me. Sad but true, I was once had that mysterious magic in me. The feeling that nothing would seperate me with that person that I love. But little did I knew then that the person whom I had love for so long and gave my life just left me, left me alone. What's the most funny thing is that it had been a while since that person left, here I am, still thinking about her. Her smile, that sweet voice, her soft hands, her mesmerizing eyes.. I just miss her so bad.. but I can't do anything. She's out of my reach now. As the jeepney stopped and I went down, I, for the last time looked and smile to those two lovers and they simply smiled back at me.. It was just then that I noticed that they have a wedding ring in their fingers. They're married. And I'm happy for them. It's a mission accomplish for them being able to find that right one that would make each of them happy for the rest of their life. I hope she'd come home someday...

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GUYS, punta kaio ha?

my FIRST DAY FUNK!!

"Let's do the funk, let's do the first day funk!!!"
YO!!!! (nyahaha!!)

My vacation days are over, and a new semester had started! No big deal for others but for me, it's means no more "easy going" way of studying and staying out late for my tv series (Oh gosh, I'll miss watching Nip/Tuck and Smallville..huhu..) now that we have 3 major subjects,or rather make it 4(Related Learning Experience~which is by the way 4 and half hours straight, Primary Health Care~2 and half hour, Anatomy and Physio~3 and half hours and Health Ethics~I aint sure of the duration) .. it's also our last summer for the next three years to come in our course. If really given the chance and capacity to study more, I would wanted to take up medicine proper and hopefully become a pedia or a surgeon...(That is if I could take it to study some more and if there's no more job opportunities left in this WORLD for nurses????)But who knows right? (all things come from visions and aspirations... libre lang naman ang mangarap)

As for my first day, I could describe it into two words, first, overwhelming... It feels good to know that some students know you either by face or name (for crying out loud,,, WHO COULD EVER FORGET MY WEIRD NAME!!!! It's a fact that the more weirder your name is, the more people would remember your name! HA! and I have proven that to myself.. ) eventhough you don't know them. Even my clinical instructors (what we call our R.N. teachers) know me for having been participating to such activities and seminars last academic year. (at least, a good way to start a new year!!!!). and also it's nice to see some old friends and classmates as well as meet new classmates. Lastly, it's overwhelming for me coz a friend approached me and told me she reads my blog.. (HI JEAN IF YOU EVER HAPPEN TO READ THIS POSTING!~ and also to all other people out there who takes time to read!tanx!!!!) The other way to describe my first day is that I feel like I'm in a roller coaster ride that's about to pass through the curves and rigid slopes of a long track! I'm not expecting our lessons to be easy, but I'll take it as a challenge, a challenge that I hope all of us can over come! (better hold on tight!!! I know with the right study habits and time management, we can over come this things!) Always keep in mind that if there's hard work and initiative with anything else we do in this world , success is surely within our reach! Goodluck to all of us!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm????

Qoute that I recieved earlier:

#$Sabe ng madami,
"Kung mahal mo ang isang tao, maghihintay ka kahit gaano katagal."
Sabi ko naman,
"Kahit umalis ako kung mahal din nia ko,
gagawa xa ng paraan..
pra bumalik ako.$#

>>Being the one who was left behind, still I can't take away the love I feel for that person. Few months from now, and it'll be almost a year when that person broke up with me. Heard that person's having one "great single life" as what that person had always told me, and here I am, still inlove. I've done some things I can to get that person back, but it just seems, that person doesn't love me anymore.. It's a fact, that person doesn't love me anymore. It just pains me. For years, I had tried to hold on no matter what comes our way, then just out of the blue, bahm! It's just so sudden. But a true love never EVER gives up. and I believe in that. It also doesn't keeps track on what sacrifices it had made. It'll always stay around.. Though I know, that person's not coming back, I can't deny the fact that somewhere in me, I'm still hoping that that person would. Something in me still believes that I'll still see a day when that person's with me in a one fine day. I don't know what's ahead of me, I'll leave the answer to fate.....

BEST SLEEP EVER!!!

Woke up today at round 4am. And I slept yesterday at around 5pm. I came from the university hospital to have my medical exams and thank God it didn't took me that much long to finish. It seems to me that for the first time, I slept for about 12 hours! Record breaking!!! (wink*) Then I woke up, my parents were about to leave the house for their medical exams in Manila. They'll be back tomorrow coz' they'll be visiting Uncle Larry (remember the British guy I'm talking about??) and his family in QC. Now, I'm left with my brothers and our nanny. I'm still sleepy right this moment, but I'll be cutting the grass at our garden later, mom told me to do so since our nanny seems ill, and besides, I don't think she can carry the grass cutter with her thin body.. (JOKE!) But seriously, she seems weak. Heard my lola, who has a brain tumor, had a difficulty in breathing. I'm dying to see her. If only I could leave the house right now to see her, I will certainly go there, but I can't leave my brothers alone at home with our nanny.

I want to do somethings before I finally go back to school, actually this is my last summer (coz' we'll be having no more summers till our 4th year.. just sembreaks..) I wan't to sing out loud with my friends in a videoke, I wan't to see how my friend's baby (my godchild) is doing and at the same time, know if she'd be going back to school, go partying with my cousins again next weekend, spend some time taking care of my granny, go and get drunk (I refused to my dad last time to drink when he asked me last week coz' it's against my diet.. alcohol really make your tummy bulge!!!) and swim (though it's already raining..). I still have a week left before schooling starts. And I just hate my schedule. One and half hour for our lunch break is too much for me. Perhaps an hour is just fine, but adding another half hour? What shall I do with that! But anyway, I just hope that I won't get bored and sleepy that much with some of our subjects.. Imagine, RLE (Related Learning Experience) is on Mondays and Fridays which is within a whooping 4 hours and 30 minutes! DARN THAT's WAY TOO LONG DON't YOU THINK???!!! And another is My Anatomy and Physiology class which also is 3 hours and 30 mins., 2 times a week.. I just hope that my biological clock (accdg to psychology, it is the automatic response in our body that would wake us even without an outside force like alarm clocks, noise, etc..) could easily adapt to my sched. (sana lang talaga..). I'm "somehow" ready I could say. I prefer doing something in school even if it would make me so busy rather than staying at home, playing xbox, surfing the net, and watching tv all day long. But if there's one thing that I will certainly miss about the vacation, maybe it's the sleeping time. You can sleep as long as you want, and sleep whenever you want.. I'LL CERTAINLY MISS IT!!!

Silence and Peace

Silence and Peace

I want to be alone
I want to escape
From all the pleasure and enjoyment
The world could offer
From all the noise that the world have created
I want total silence
And stay away from the noise
Created by the cries of the poor
Who have nothing to eat
Of the young people
Abused by others' greed
Of the wives and the children
Battered by their Environment
And the society...
...Of the sick and hurt
who cannot be cured
...Of the inmates and victims
who seek justice
But how?
How can I be able to hear their cries
...Of the poor, and the young
of the victims of injustice
of the people, of the world
I want to be alone...