ANOH ba TALAGA???

bat ganun ang buhay...
mahal mo siya...
may mahal siyang iba...


Ako'y litong-lito nah...
di ko alam kung anung paniniwalaan..

gabi-gabi, di nwawala sa isip koh...
Ano ba talaga kaya ang gusto nia??

ako o siya?

mahal ko siya, at walang duda dun'..
ngunit sa likod ng aking isip, di maiiwasang itanong sa king sarili,
ANUH BAH TALAGAH HAH?????

ngayong pasko,
isa lang ang hinihiling ko,,
sana malaman nia na sa sarili nia kung ano...
ANO BA TALAGA!!!!

MuShY MoMeNts,,,

Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin


May gusto ka bang sabihin?
at hindi mapakali, ni hindi makatingin
sana'y wag mo na 'tong palipasin
at subukang lutasin, sa mga sinabi mo na........

[REFRAIN:]
Ibang nararapat sa akin, na tunay kong mamahalin

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong........ pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kht pa kalayaan mo

hindi ko man inaakala, na ako'y isang bituin na walang sasambahin
hindi ko man ito ipakita, abot langit ang daing, sa mga sinabi mo na

[REFRAIN:]
Ibang nararapat sa akin, na tunay kong mamahalin

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
sa hindi mo nadama itong.........pag-ibig kong hanang
ibigay kht pa kalayaan mo

[BRIDGE:]
At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sayo?
At sa umaga, ang hangin na hahaplos sayo

[CHORUS:]
oh oh oh oh wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong........ pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kht pa kalayaan mo

3 ImPoRtAnT tHiNgS,,,

3 thinngs to govern: TEMPER, TONGUE AND CONDUCT

3 things to CULTIVATE: COURAGE, AFFLICTION and GENTLENESS

3 things to COMMEND: THRIFT, INDUSTRY and PROMPTNESS

3 things to DESPISE: CRUELTY, ARROGANCE and InGRATITUDE

3 things to WISH FOR: HEALTH, FRIENDS and CONTENTMENT

3 hings to ADMIRE: DIGNITY, GRACEFULNESS and INSTINCT

3 things to GIVE : ALMS to the needy, COMFORT to the SICK and THANKS TO THE ALMIGHTY GOD

the uncontented soul

in the middle of the night, My soul soars to somewhere I dont know, and it feels like in an awful plight, the world have only left me with thy gnaw. Long have I waited for my spirit to be freed, Seppressed emotions always gets to weave, in this Life, what else could I need? Feeling of anxiety in depths of me never seemed to leave. "When shall you be satisfied enough?" often i ask thyself, Living with a dogmatic thought, "I should need nothing more though life is tough!" with this gift of mortal life, in the past, i lived it all by myself. Now dawn of day break comes once again, I shall gather up thy things and continue thou quest, Queries are still to come, Answers unknown yet, my destiny's thou shall unfold, should i stumble & fall, or win & succeed, Life MUST go on, so as the search for thy peace and contentment.

GC CLaN,,,,,,,,

GC stands for GRADE CONSCIOUS! A term that we used when we were in third year to those people who are very sensitive when it comes to their academics! Nothing could ever be compared to high school life as what most people say, and that is very true. Even now in college, though some of the barkada are in the same school, I still miss the high school days. I’ve known these people ever since 1st year high school. We belonged to the cream of the crop section. Hangga sa till 4th year, we still are together! Madami na ding pinag-daanan ang GC, andyan na yung di ako naka – grad kasama sila, mga away at tampuhan, mga group study sessions, ang pag punta sa apartment namin dati pati na rin kina Feq, ang mga biruan, at siempre, mawawala ba naman ang mga chibog – a thing na talagang pinagkakasunduan naming lahat!!!(peace guys!) nung first year kami, mga musmos pa kami, pero ngayon, wla ng musmos sa min! I learned, grew and matured as a person, a student, and a friend with this people. There was a time pa nga na may tinago ako sa kanila and they knew it even before I had told them. Yun din yung isa sa mga characteristics ng GC, magaling makiramdam! Sa ngayon, may mga tao sa amin na napalayo, may nag punta ng Manila, ibang universities and even overseas, but it was never a hindrance for us to forget each other. We still have get together once in a while.

“change is the only thing permanent in this world”- (True isn’t it?) as what someone always told me, but there are some TRUE things that don’t change in this world and those are abstract things unseen by the eye, such as friendship! Even though now that we all aren’t in the same universities taking up our degrees, we still kept the friendship alive! Ito ang kapamilya ko and where I truly belong! GC rulesssss!

My granma and the one who wreck my heart

It’s been a long time(for me) since I had posted something in my blog… I’ve been somekinda busy in school lately…studying hard for many quizzes everyday and some extra tasks from my orgs. There was even one time that I was reviewing for my fave subject, and that is Philosophy, that I over drank coffee while reviewing that I didn’t even notice that I drank about 6 or 7 cups of it… and what happen is that by the time that I am supposed to sleep, I couldn’t sleep.. I stayed up till 4am and slept for just an hour before going to school that morning…

Anyway, hey, it’s almost Christmas!! And I’m sure many people are preparing for the season, (even I, I am saving money for my godchild, family and few friends) despite of the crisis that some are going through..
Christmas is a season of giving, happiness and most of all, thanksgiving… this years season for me really is a sad one coming.. Because I lost two of the important people in my life that I really love and care for, my dear Grandma, and the one who broke my heart.

Last year’s Christmas for me (and my family) was quite sad. This is because of my grandma who was diagnosed to have brain tumor. We did everything we can to stop the growth of the tumor, but there was nothing we can do, the tumor was already deep and big. It’s not that she’s already dead! But she’s already bed readen.. She neither can speak, talk, sees nor hear… and it breaks my heart to see her like that. She had been there for me eversince I was a “baby”. I don’t want to be obnoxious but I know her better than my own parents. I’m even more close to her than my own mother. The first moment I heard she was sick, I was shocked and I even tried to hold back the tears but when my tita and my cousin Ann showed up their emotion, I was carried away too. It was few weeks before Christmas too when we knew of her sickness. At first it was hard for me coz who could have thought, a very generous, religious and kind lady would have that kind of sickness, she doesn’t deserve it! When some of our relatives and family friends knew what happened, they showed the same reaction and they rushed into the hospital (I happen to be there looking after her with Grandpa) to visit her. With the people who came and showed their concern for my Lola, that really proved to me that she is a very kind person. My lolo stood very firm despite of this painful thing but I can see it in his eyes, he’s sad.. And, undoubtedly, he misses her. my lolo and lola were the “Picture Perfect”-marriage for me, even though they were already old, the love was still there. It took me a month or so to accept the fact that we cannot do anything anymore to save her. The only thing left for me to do was to constantly pray that God would take care of her. She has done her mission very well in this world – maybe that’s why she has to rest. She had been a great mother, wife, sister to my lolas, grandma to me and my couz and a good Christian. I take time to visit her every now and then, especially when I put her NGT Tube (it hurts me to see her go through a physical pain when I’m starting to insert the tube in her nose coz it’s the only way she could eat). I feel she is still conscious but cannot show any signs of response. I know she’s still struggling… if I only could exchange my life for hers, I’ve done it already.. I miss her a lot…

It’s been 3 months since I had one of the painful things that ever happened to me. Well, I’ve been inloved with this person for about 4 or 5 years already. And it’s never easy for me to forget bout it, most specially the PAINFUL things that this person has done to me. The past Christmas' were never complete for me without this person. I have done a person would do to prove his love for someone. Yes, I have traveled miles and miles just to be with this person, LITERALLY I DID! I have crossed the deep ocean; I have raced through the wire! I’ve done all, it’s not that nanunumbat ako, but really, I’ve done everything and in the end, it was never enough for this person pala. Nung kami pa, I had promise to myself that I’ll take good care of this person and I’ll never let go of the feeling. Many people warned me, friends, families, but I didn’t listened to them and this is because I believed in something that I thought was real.. Just last week, I read this words from the one that left me telling “2 years of relationship and at the end, I realized, it was just an infatuation, AND “NO” LOVE was INVOLVED.” the poem wasn’t for me but I was affected in a way or another. Obviously, the line was pertaining to me. Ok na sana, kasi all the while I thought, kahit papaano, may naramdaman siya para sa akin, e yun pala, wala… WALA.. How could this person pretend that there’s something inside of this person? how could this person ever endured faking her own emotion… misact when I knew, inloved siya to ANOTHER person, wala mang one month after ng break up but mas masakit ito… nalaman ko pa di dahil sinabi niya sa akin kundi dahil naka post sa blog nia.. This person should have told me, but no. Maybe this is just the FIRST time na magpost ako ng sumtin tungkol sa kanya, so if you read this, I hope you won’t get mad (sa bagay, you wouldn’t even care) ikaw nga, mas masakit pa dito mga pinag popost mo… by the time of the break up, there were many questions hanging in my mind. But time thought me the answers to them, the answers that hurt me more because they were all true (truth hurts right?). I have build my dreams sa taong, I was contented then.. I thought seryoso siya, pero di pala.. di totoo naramdaman nia(MERON BAH?). I think I should stop now, for I might say everything lalo na mga ginawa niya sakin, loving is not about measuring and mentioning things you have done for the person you chose to give your love to. From the moment I have committed myself to what I feel, I really told myself, I will give all, and I did. I have no regrets, coz I know in myself, I have done my commitment, my promises. Till’ now I’m still hurting and there was no day that I didn’t thought of that person( God knows I do)…. But for now, I should move on, tsaka nalang.. these was my final words to myself “I will not suppress what I feel, nor would I nurture it, if it is meant to stay, it will stay, and if not, then it’s not.” I know, wherever that person might be, masaya siya, mas masaya. And I even can’t imagine that this person is thinking of me much more, miss me.. whatever makes hr happy, I’ll be happy too, even though my heart’s torn into billions of pieces..

Think you’re the only one who’s feeling lonely this season? Well, think again, because I also am. But life should go on for us, no matter what pain going through. Like me, I feel pain of loss. These two persons are big deal for me. They mean so much, for my lola, I know she is happy now that she’s in a total state of peace, though no one’s certain if till when should she go through physical pain and the person I’ve ever loved this way, I hope you might find your contentment. My friends and family are the only people left with me, they make me strong, and I’m glad I have this opportunity to say “thank you”. Again before I end this up, if there are things that have hurt you or something that you didn’t like while reading it, I’m sorry.. tanx anyways for taking time reading..

merry Christmas to all!

Weekend Blues

10 p.m. still couldn’t sleep… that’s why here I am putting my thoughts into words. Actually, I don’t know what to say really. It seems as if my mind is in a total state of block out! Remind me of this morning, I woke up round 6a.m., though there’s no class (coz I usually got up at 5am during weekdays). The first thing that came to me few moments after I woke up was that I thought I was just dreaming again! (FYI: everytime we sleep, we dream even more than once. It’s just that we can’t remember it after waking from an Altered State of Consciousness) I was dreaming that I’m in my bed, with scattered books round me, dirty clothes on the floor and the radio on. It was only few minutes when I realize I wasn’t dreaming at all coz I was really am at my messy room with my things scattered round me! I remembered I was so tired enough tired enough that I really go “groggy” to be lazy enough to put out my things in bed and so I fell fast asleep leaving my things scattered round my bed. After doing quite clearing up, I went down stairs only to find nobody! My mom and our nanny went out and so as my siblings and dad. “strange” I thought to myself, there was a deafening silence in the house. An hour after, my mom came home finally. She told me she’ll be going somewhere. Then I just felt like going out but didn’t really know where to go. So there I was, my mom dropped me by, then I rode a jeepney but still didn’t know where to go. I got off to the public place here in AC and walked around a little bit. Felt like laughing to myself realizing how fool can I be? I didn’t know where to go next! (sounds pathetic isn’t it?) so I rode again a jeepney this time I was heading to my school. Good thing I brought along my book with me, coz there was something I must research bout, but it wasn’t a big deal! I thought of doing them in advance, but then again, I’m such an idiot, I forgot my ID! I couldn’t borrow books from the library. So instead, I just went to the video shop, and I just rented few DVDs. I thought of going to a good friend’s house, good thing she was home when I called. (TANX NGA PALA!) I stayed there for like the whole afternoon. And I went home finally afterwards.. I felt lost the whole day through, with no certain destination, and no plans at all.

This weekend has been a complete dull-but-enjoyable day for me! Most of the things that I did aren’t planned in past. Anyway, it happens once in a while that you come to a point that you don’t know what to do or where to go next.

SuMtiN' tO pOnDeR oN

THIS READING MATERIAL WAS GIVEN TO US BY OUR PHILOSOPHY TEACHER.. AND SOMEHOW, I APPRECIATED THE REAL ESSENCE OR RATHER THE MESSAGE OF IT...AND MADE ME STOP FOR A WHILE AND TAKE TIME TO REFLECT UPON MYSELF..THIS ESSAY GAVE ME A GLIMPSE OF WHAT REALLY IS HAPPENING TO OUR SOCIETY TODAY.. IT SHOWS THE REALITY OF LIFE.... And IN SOMEWAY, IT HAD AFFECTED ME.. I HOPE YOU MAY ALSO FIND TIME READING IT, I ASSURE YOU, YOU WILL NOT REGRET IN DOING SO..

read along my friend...

"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too seldom, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space; we've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul; we've split the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less; we plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait; we have higher incomes, but lower morals; we have more food, but less appeasement; we build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication; we've become long on quantity, but short on quality.



These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion; tall men, and short character; steep profits, and shallow relationships. These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare; more leisure, but less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition.

These are days of two incomes, but more divorce; of fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw away morality, one-night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer to quiet to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the show window and nothing in the stockroom; a time when technology has brought this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to make a difference, or to just hit "Skip Ahead"..."

an adapted essay entitled:

THE PARADOX OF OUR TIME

By Dr. Bob Moorehead - A professor from ADMU...

my dilemma

Woke up at 3 am…
I felt the cold air climb from my foot to my head,,
I realized I just got up from a dream
A dream that will never ever come true..
So I deeply caught my breath,
Close my eyes, and a sudden bliss of my suppressed emotion outburst!

Wherever I go, it’s always you that I see,
Whenever I speak it’s always you that I talk about…
Whatever I do, it always reminds me of you!!!
And even when I go to dreamland, you’re always there…

I don’t know till when should I face this dilemma of mine,,,
Because I know in myself, I’ll will always feel the same for you,,,
All of these times, I have fully reminded myself…
I should stop now…
Now that you’re gone,,,,
And left me on my own,,,,

Wherever You Are

"i love to see the oceans beauty
and the moon that shines above
alone in the sand looking at the stars
wishing someday i will find true love
would it be nice to see the morning
with the one you love the most
would it be nice to say goodnight
to the one you hold so close
to your heart, to your heart
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you
wherever you are
i love to sit in fields of green
looking deeply through the sky
watching birds as they fly by
hoping someday faith will bring me true love
would it be nice to hold someone
so dear and near your heart
would it be nice to hear those words
i love you from the one
that you love, that you love
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you
wherever you are
[break]
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you
wherever you are
id love to see myself oneday
in the arms of someone
who will share her life with me
selflessly
someday, you will find your way
to where.... ohhhh
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeaaaaah oohhh
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you
wherever you are
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you
wherever you are
wherever you... are."

these ppol naman...they have been a part of my life for the past few months in school..

“Mga Pasaway: BSN 1 – 2 UNLEASsssHED”

PART II:

(C:Oh ano pagod na ba kayong kakabasa?ako din, naninikal na sa kakatype dito sa kama ko… anyway, di bale inspired akong tapusin ito… sandali nalang tatapusin ko na…) BSN 1- 2 Ba’t ko nga bang nasabing pasaway?(C: Keep in mind, I’m not excluding myself ok? Isa din akong pasaway!)san kaba naman makakakita nag didiscuss, e may picnic na nagaganap sa likod? May chips, candy at everything! Pag may assignment, ang iba, aga dating para mag-copy…ang iba naman, pasimple, sabay sabing “Pacompare?” (C: pasimple pa kayo mga tsong mga tsiang, style ko rin yan pag di ako sure sa mga sagot ko!he3!) ang mga LATE GANG sa Antropology subj natin, kabilang nanaman ako, sina Darren, LAX, Nyssa at iba pa na paminsan naghihintayan pa na sa labas para di mapuruhan pag-pasok…. At kapag naman walang teacher sa first subj, lam nio ba san ang tuloy namin, sa mcDo!yayaan na yan! E ang mga acoustic sessions ni Carey at mga magigiliw na manganganta na sina RG(before siya umalis) at medyo lang naman po… ako… na paminsan, napapahinto ang lahat at napapasabay sa kantahan lalo na pag may nagwawala na… mtagal-tagal din ang issue tungkol sa “iba” nating mga classmate na walang humpay ang parinigan pag sumasagot sa mga tanong ng teachers…(C: pansin nio din ba yun? Hay… hindi ba OBVIOUS?) san din kayo makakakita na karamihan ay naka lolipop habang may klase, and take note, pati teacher, bina-BRIBE din ng lolipop!he3! si baroy!he3!Alam niyo rin bang suki ng office ang section namin?!ang daming mga issue na palagay ko hangga SEC.30 alam ang latest! Hay… na talaga…


Kahit ganito lang po kami, mahal ang mga taong ito… at kahit dissolved na ang section namin, we still remain as one family…(C: feel ko lang naman, kung kayo hindi, eh… di ko na kasalanan yun, maybe di lang kayo pinalad na makilala ang buong klase natin ng husto…”) malay nio e, ang iba sa atin ay magiging magkakaklase pa ulet, but u know what, impossible na ulet na mangyari na solid parin tayo sa iisang section.. I thank you guys for all…some of you really knew me, and I never hid anything from you, kilala niyo talaga pagkatao ko.. tanx for accepting me for who I am.. I learned a lot from you all…. Sana din kayo, ganun din kahit konti man lang sa akin….i gained WISTfulness W>isdom, I>ntegrity, S>ensitvity, PINAKA IMPT SA LAHAT, T>enacity…..just what I was searching for within myself..

Here some of my fond memories with you:
Arceo Couz- well, diyan sila mkinig… indeed, napaka reliable na mga tao…. I know that my secrets are all safe within you!
Audea, Lantican, Mhye, Jamie, Tin, Graciella, Krystle and all!- well, natatandaan ko tong mga ‘to as, well, mga makukulet na seat mates koh! Andyan para makipagtawanan!
Ang Family koh, si Gruto, Dagul, si IC, cristle, Dha, Foni, Ann, Pam, anj – hay… naku, isa kayo sa mga pinaka namimis ko! Kasi pag-halos ma ngiyak-ngiyak nako sa problema koh, andyan kayo to cheer me up! GUYS, I APPRECIATE IT SOOOOO MUCH!!!!
John, Garlian, Topey, Mike, jeff and Co. – ei, remember nio yung nag-videoke tayo?
Jen, danika, joyce- sa pakikisama at pag-care sakin!
Wez and Julia- mga times natin sa Canteen at wala tayong ibang ginawa pag-usapan sila!know wat I mean?
Simon- sa mga pang-iinis!
Pia- sa care din and pagiging aware sa buong class…tanx for the friendship and the telebabads sa phone!
NO HARD FEELINGS SA MGA NASABI KONG AYAW NIO… AT SA MGA DI KO NABANGGIT, SPECIAL KAYONG LAHAT SA KIN… I’LL NEVER CHANGE BASTA IF YOU NEED ME OR IF MAY PROB, I’M STILL THE CLASSMATE AND FRIEND YOU ONCE HAD… EVENTHOUGH I’M NOT YOUR PRESIDENT ANYMORE…WATEVER PROB MAN YAN, LALO NA PAG CONCERNING ACADEMICS…I DON’T CARE IF SOME OF YOU WHO READ THIS THINKS I’M NAÏVE OR MADRAMA, WHAT MATTERS TO ME IS THAT I HAD A CHANCE TO SAY THANK YOU..

BSN I-2 Ka ba?
“What makes the BSN 1-2 Pasaway OR unique?!?!”
“R U WILLING TO HAVE AN OUTING AFTER PRELIMS?”

“Mga Pasaway: BSN 1 – 2 UNLEASsssHED”

“Mga Pasaway: BSN 1 – 2 UNLEASsssHED”
PART I:
hay… ang bilis talaga ng panahon, parang kahapon lang ng una akong pumasok sa klase na yun.. mistulang mga anghel na napaka babait at tahimik ang mga taong naroon sa classroom na yun’! kapansin-pansin din na ang iba nama’y napakatahimik at walang imik… isa narito ay ang sina Topey, si Jamie na galing pang Laguna at si Krystle na taga-Bulacan naman… ng ako’y unang araw, ako’y yinaya ng aking dating clasmate sa CS na si Nysa na maupo sa likuran(by the way, alam nio ba na si Nyssa katabi ko yan ever since 3rd yr at 4th yr?) , ako naman ay pumayag dahil sa pagiisip na para makaiwas sa mga gurong paniguradong magtatanong ng kung ano-ano… (COMMENT: TAG LISH nalang ha? Mahirap pure tagalog… di ako makata…) yes, I might have escaped from my teachers that first day, kaso nahirapan naman akong makinig sa likuran… pero yung pag upo ko sa likod ng few days ay may naidulot din naman, nakita ko ang iba’t-ibang mga tao sa paligid ko… (C: HAY NAKU GAYLORD…. SIEMPRE MAY MATA KA NOH????) what I mean is that I had a chance to see the overview of my class as a whole… iba’t –ibang personality pinagsama sa isang klase… may tahimik gaya ni Potchi, may napaka active din gaya nina Pia, Ralph, IC, at Jen, may mga mukhang astig tulad nina John, mga pa cute na guys na kinabibilangan ng tropa ni Ryan na mga Bosconian, at pahuhuli ba naman ang mga babae tulad nina Foni and the rest of the gals??? Bago ako lumipat sa may harap, nakila-kilala ko na rin ang ibang mga ppol na nasa likod… napansin ko lang, sa likod medyo maiingay, ng sa harap naman ako umupo, eto na, nakilala ko na ang ibang mga taong sobrang seryoso sa pag-aaral! (that’s what I thought in the beginning…)aside kina Laxman, Pia, RG, at Potchi na nakilala ko na before, nakilala ko din sina Jamie, Mhye, Tin at lahat ng mga nakaupo ko sa likod ng row ko… nung una, we were given the chance to sit werever we wanted to, but some teachers preferred to have their own sitting arrangement… isa na dito si Ma’am Santos na teacher namin sa CF, (C: baba bigay grade.. :<) ng dahil dito, nakilala ko naman sina Foni, sina Audea, Bansil, Graciella at iba pa na mga naging katabi ko…ganun din sa ibang subj… ang mga nakatabi ko, lalo kong nakilala. Election ng COR, I was surprised, I was one of the elected officers along with IC, na napaka supportive na VP nmin na walang sawang pag-kakatak sa mga clasmates nmin, si Darren na Sexytary namin, I mean SECRETARY! Si Laxman, napaka tamad maningil, Well sometimes lang. (C: peroWAG niong isnabin! PAG DATing sa abono, wla akong ma-say… open hands yan sa money!he3! ang aming PRO na si Angelli na DI MAN LANG ALAM NA CLASS OFFICER SIYA HANGGA NGAYON… (C: alam nio rin ba, nung first meeting ng mga COR ako lang magisa ang nag-attend, even though, somehow I survived sa CYO elections!) hay……..

Days passed by, and so weeks also passed by too, NAKU, umiingay na po kami’t masyado na atang naging komportable sa isa’t-isa… madalas naming na-iinis sina maam Santos, ang aming giliw na guro sa CF na walang binigay na test kundi TRUE or FALSE(C: makamurit naman!) , si ma’am Lumba(C: our sexy and preety teacher! Remember nio ba nung parang shocked ang reaction natin when she told us na kapapanganak niya lang few months before the classes started? Wla kasi sa FIGURE diba?) na ubod ng bait kahit mahirap magbigay ng quiz sa algebra, si sir Baroy na teacher namin sa Anthropology,at papa ng mga classmates namin tulad nina ***,*** and *** (C: kilala ko kayo! In fairness, kasundo ko si Sir sa mga test! I love his subject!!!there was a time nung di ako nag-aral ng test, sinakto niang essay lang!) hey guys, remember nio naman yung FASHION SHOW NATIN SA KANYA??? One of my most memorable projects… ung mga taong grasa… ay, I mean CAVE MAN pala, yung fog machine… yung mga pinagsasayaw ng mga model natin! Kahit nagka technical problem, aba, nag- enjoy si sir! Karamihan sa atin perfect dun! Tapos naman, si Ma’am Galang na walang kasing unique na mag-discuss dahil sa sobrang paghiyaw nia sa klase natin ay halos mapiyok-piyok ang boses… si Sir Jay at ang mga DO or DIE test natin sa kanya sa Psychology.. one item either you get 95 or 70….(C: kakatakot!) (C:SIR, tanx for all the advices you gave not only to me but also to those few pipz din na may problem sa buhay nila… I really learned something from you po, in and out of the classroom…even the technique for relaxation that helped me po in sleeping lalo na when I felt I’m beginning to develop insomia…) si Maam Ruadil at Maam Goce na walang patawad sa Chem Lec. na memorization ng mga oxidation numbers and all… samantala naman sa Lab. Walang kawala sa mga experiments na kada step I-che2ck lahat… at higit sa lahat, sino ba naman ang makakalimot kay ma’am Virginia na mabait din kaso napuno lang na teacher namin sa English.. short description lang yan ng mga teachers namin, but I, personally, am thankful na most of our former professors are very considerate at bait… for me, from every teacher, I learned something… si sir jay, mga payo sa personal life, si ma’am Ruadil na laging nag-papaalala na dapat equal ang time sa lahat, si ma’am Santos sa spiritual life… hay….

ha? Hindi ko na siya mahal?

Naranasan mo na bang magsabi nyan???Kung OO ang sagot mo, pwes! alam mo ba na out of 10 people na nagsabi nyan 5 ang nagsasabi ng totoo?? yes! meaning 5 ang sinungaling!
Kc, minsan maraming dahilan kung bakit nasasabi yan...
iSiPin MO ito..
Nasasabi ang linyang yan sa mga sitwasyon gaya ng..
NAGUGULUHAN = ito ung mga taong nasa isang relasyon pgktapos ehmay iba pang mahal na iba.. kailangan nilang mapaniwala ang sarili na hindi na hindi na nila mahal ung isa para, mahalin naman ung isa pa. (HALIMBAWA: im sori may iba na kong mahal, HINDI NA KITA MAHAL) pero echos! ang totoo di ka naman syur kung sino pa talga sa kanila ang matimbang... gets mo? (kung hindi kawawa ka naman..=)
MASAMA ANG LOOB = eto naman ung mga taong katatapos lng hiwalayan o nagawan ng di maganda sa isang relasyon. (HALIMBAWA: bakit nya nagawa sakin toh! HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL!) pero ay naku dala lng yan ng sama ng loob mo..sige hinga ng malalim..tulog ng mahimbing.. paggising mo bukas naku...sya na naman angnaalala mo..(miz mo noh? =)
BASTED = as in ayaw nya daw sayo.. PARE OKEI KA LNG? (SAGOT: okei lng ako pre, wala na un hindi ko na rin sya mahal) uyyy pa-macho epek.. SISTER OKEI KA LNG? (SAGOT: yuh im okei, as in hindi ko na sya mahal noh?!) ows? go gurl!
LIHIM NA PAG-IBIG = eto naman ung mga taong ayaw ipaalam sa kanilang minamahal ang totoo, para lang mapagtakpan ang nararamdaman nila, lalo na't binubuking na sila.. (HALIMBAWA: Hindi ko sya mahal ah, friend lng ang turing ko sa kanya.) ay naku! yan din sinabi ni jolina kay marvin!
PA-I WILL SURVIVE epek = eto ang mga taong gusto ng kumawala sa hawla ng alala ng taong minamahal..(HALIMBAWA: pagod na ko..from now on, kakalimutan ko na sya, hindi ko na sya mahal! smart na ko ngayon, i will survive!) ...hehe sino ka? si kris aquino??
TAAS NG PRIDE = eto ung mga taong di nila maamin sa sarili nila na mahal nila ang isang person kc nga malayo sa standard nila ung gurl/guy or lets say may ibang dahilan..pero nainlab sila. (HALIMBAWA: yun? hindi ko sya mahal noh. ako pa kilala nyo ko) sabay Naka cross ang mga fingers ng kanilang hands and feet!
TAKOT = eto ung mga taong dahil ilang beses na nasaktan sa larangan ng pag ibig, eh ayaw ng magmahal kahit na mahal naman talga nila ang isang taong nagmamahal sa kanila..(HALIMBAWA: ayaw ko ng masaktan ulit...hindi kita mahal.) ..o tapos? hehe
PAGHIHIGANTI = eto naman ung mga taong binabalikan matapos ng hiwalayan...syempre sobra nga naman sila nasaktan kaya sasabihan nya ng "MASYADO AKONG NASAKTAN SA MGA NANGYARI, HIND NA KITA MAHAL" ...o loko bagay sayo!
maraming dahilan, maraming paraan para sabihin natin ito ..pero sana, sa susunod na sabihin mo sa kanyanghindi mo na sya mahal .. eh ung totoo na.Yung kaya mo na, yung sigurado ka, at un talga ang nararamdaman mo..mahirap na.. Paano kung mawala pa sya?...Paano kung mahal ka pa talaga nya?..Paano na kung mahal ka nya...Paano Kung mahal ka rin nyaat mahal mo pa rin sya.
At sa ibang taong makakaranas naman neto..pag sinabihan ka ng HINDI NA KITA MAHAL! / HINDI KITA MAHAL!
chin up! and say...
STYLE MO BULOK! LIARS GO TO HELL!!!