Monday, January 24, 2005

confessions of SupErMaN

"I'm more than a BIRD!
I'm more than a PLANE!"
I have this bullet proof chest that no one can hurt me; this strong arms, that i can carry the whole world upon my shoulder, this sharp senses that nothing can ever pass out on my sight. All my task I can finish as fast as a speeding bullet.
For after quite some time, I thought I was all these. I thought I was this "all-strong-that-nothing-can-make-me-weak" being. People always see me with this strong personality, that nothing can make we weak. But what they do not know is that there's something beneath this bulletproof chest, this stratums of skin,this masterpiece of flesh, and hallow walls of my heart that continued pumping blood through my whoile body.


I myself cannot think why something so abstract like this takes all my strength awayawhile on the other hand a concrete wall is just something i can turn into pieces of stone in just an instant! Why something like this, make me scream out her name in the middle of the night when no one in my whole life ever made me do this!


For nights and days, I have travelled and search each ends of this planet in search of just one thing; in search of my Lois Lane. She is not just a thing, rather, my everything, my all...
I have been up there, flying to the clouds and racing with the stars, I had touched the skies but when I went up and fly with her into the skies, it felt different, the touch of the clouds felt different. Different from the million times I touched and felt it. Everynight, i always takes her and together, we had fly across these skies, and travelled so far away from the world that always seemed to bothered us form our solidarity.



With her in my arms, I found contentment. There beside her, I found my dwelling place, the only place I could be who I am; just who I am, just as I am, simply "Clark Kent".
The way the wind blows upon her hair, just the way he eyes looks at me, the way her lips talk to me, it drives my inner senses wild! With just a kiss, my heart beats faster than ever! I feel this aldrenalin rush that never ever came through me after all the battles that I have faced and all the struggles that I have dealt with before. My knees never trembled like that way just at the very sight of her!


But now, , ,

Now the problem is that my Lois Lane is gone. I had travelled for miles and miles, i had crossed every ocean, and searched for every city in this world just to look for that preety face of hers that my soul only looks for!! but I can't find her anywhere! I'm slowly weakening but the hope is still in me.. I hope I could find her soon. Sooner than tommorow, tonight, the next hour, or perhaps, sooner than the next tick of the clock.

Please, if you ever saw my dear Lois, tell her I need her,
For I might be defeated by my enemies.
Tell her I need her,
and I might die missin' and searchin' for her..

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