WEEKEND!!!!

i feel so tired that my mind is just thinking about my bed! right before i got into a jeepney, i was thinking of renting some DVDs so as to relax. It's not that i'm exxagerating things but lately, i don't have time even to watch the news! that's how busy i am.. but i'm quite satistfied with my accomplished works this week. (except for my quizes coz' i got low... )i didn't have Enough time to study.. anyway, i'm still thankful that i made it through the weekend. I somehow also enjoyed the Psyche Fair in our school. They conducted some tests about a person's personality. some of the results were true, some were not. They have this LOVE booth, the Self - esteem,and also the booth where you were to write and they will examine your penmanship. Some of the results are kinda opposite of who I am. but anyway, it was just for fun! There was also this Bio exhibit,... and of course there was also our English week! well i was all responsible for the paper works, but hey! eventhough they're just PAPERS and DOCUMENTS, my.... it's very tiring! especially when following up different colleges! I've ended this week with a blast! Ha! i have hosted the Oral Interpretation! (by the way, tanx ate Anne for the help!) i'm looking forward for a relaxing weekend!

GoOd MoRniNg WoRLd!

today, i woke up at 7:30 am. Usually i wake up at 5am to prepare for school in which i have my first class at 7am EVERY DAY!!!! (Except for Sat. and Sun. of course!) yesterday was another tiring and stressful day(AS USUAL) i got home at 9:30pm., ate dinner, took a shower and WHALAH! i got to my bed! hey, i dreamed of U-KNOW-WHO! well, i could say my lastnight's dream was one of the unforgettable.. But it was kinda wierd coz' there are some people i didn't expected to there, like my P.E. teacher when i was in my Senior year in secondary School. I woke up, as far as i could remember, 5 times, coz' of my phone. i was recieving' messages till' 3am from some friends(apologies, i didn't replied coz' i was enjoyin' my dream!HAHAHA!) Anyway, here's another day ahead of me! i just took little of my time to post something in my blog.. By the way, tanx for that gal who posted a comment on my poem, i didn't knew somehow, my blog is viewed by other people that i don't even know. Anyway, GOOD MORNING!!

confessions of SupErMaN

"I'm more than a BIRD!

I'm more than a PLANE!"

I have this bullet proof chest that no one can hurt me; this strong arms, that i can carry the whole world upon my shoulder, this sharp senses that nothing can ever pass out on my sight. All my task I can finish as fast as a speeding bullet.

For after quite some time, I thought I was all these. I thought I was this "all-strong-that-nothing-can-make-me-weak" being. People always see me with this strong personality, that nothing can make we weak. But what they do not know is that there's something beneath this bulletproof chest, this stratums of skin,this masterpiece of flesh, and hallow walls of my heart that continued pumping blood through my whoile body.


I myself cannot think why something so abstract like this takes all my strength awayawhile on the other hand a concrete wall is just something i can turn into pieces of stone in just an instant! Why something like this, make me scream out her name in the middle of the night when no one in my whole life ever made me do this!


For nights and days, I have travelled and search each ends of this planet in search of just one thing; in search of my Lois Lane. She is not just a thing, rather, my everything, my all...
I have been up there, flying to the clouds and racing with the stars, I had touched the skies but when I went up and fly with her into the skies, it felt different, the touch of the clouds felt different. Different from the million times I touched and felt it. Everynight, i always takes her and together, we had fly across these skies, and travelled so far away from the world that always seemed to bothered us form our solidarity.


With her in my arms, I found contentment. There beside her, I found my dwelling place, the only place I could be who I am; just who I am, just as I am, simply "Clark Kent".
The way the wind blows upon her hair, just the way he eyes looks at me, the way her lips talk to me, it drives my inner senses wild! With just a kiss, my heart beats faster than ever! I feel this aldrenalin rush that never ever came through me after all the battles that I have faced and all the struggles that I have dealt with before. My knees never trembled like that way just at the very sight of her!

But now, , ,

Now the problem is that my Lois Lane is gone. I had travelled for miles and miles, i had crossed every ocean, and searched for every city in this world just to look for that preety face of hers that my soul only looks for!! but I can't find her anywhere! I'm slowly weakening but the hope is still in me.. I hope I could find her soon. Sooner than tommorow, tonight, the next hour, or perhaps, sooner than the next tick of the clock.

Please, if you ever saw my dear Lois, tell her I need her,
For I might be defeated by my enemies.
Tell her I need her,
and I might die missin' and searchin' for her..

H - o - W - ?

how could you hold my hand, and pretend you need me?

How could you say you miss me, if you're not even longing for me?

how could you look endure to be with me, if you can't even stand to be near me.

how could you look into my eyes, and see how I really feel.

how could you see me shatter into many pieces and stood there emotionless.

how could you take me for granted when all of my attention is on you.

how could you tell me you want me, if it's not ME who "really" want.

how could you tell me you love me, if what you feel is not for me.

how could you say you're thinking of me, if you're dreaming of someone else instead.

how could you want more, when you had all of me.

how could you want me to fight for you, when you ought not to fight for me.

how could you ignore my plea, when all i ask from you is just a little LOVE...

look!!!!

Think bout havin' a peirce in the tongue??
think again...

Many things happened this past few months, things that some are expected, and some, well, they're not. It's been a while since i Posted something that i made in this Blog. and for a reason why is this so is that i became so busy to certain things. Actually, after this have to go back to the Level Coordinator cause I'm obliged to do so. Lately, my sleeping habits are unusual. Go to sleep after going to school(bout' 3:00pm during Teu,Wed,&Thurs), then i'm going to wake up at bout 12am and till day light, there's no stop in studying.. that's how my life works lately, same old routine, wake up in the morning, take a bath, go to school, go home, then sleep, And so on and so fort. i rarely even find time for myself like watching my favorite game in star sports or even watch the daily news at 6pm. I feel like getting tired of my daily routine. but what to do, this are the things that I'm supposed to do.. the Christmas vacation went well, and so as the simple celebration that i'va shared with my family though my dad wasn't around. Not to mention that i got so drunk last New Year! I had this aftermath the following morning where my relatives from the mother's side had a reunion and i was just in a corner having this headache. i know learned my lesson from that one, I should have known better that heavy drinking is not good! Reminds me of the topic we discussed in Bio Chem a while ago bout drinking Alcohols... i just thought that i would somehow feel relieved from stress. Before Christmas came, some provinces of the Philippines was strucked by calamities. and just few days after Dec25th, there came another natural catastraphe,this time, it concerned different countries in the Asia( thankfully, we're not affected.). Many had been damaged and lost their lives. Me and my family were monitoring the news in the CNN and looking for improvements but, improvements were not found upon watching rather more and more victims and missing people were reported. Though I'm not one of those people strucked by the calamity, i somehow felt, affected... I cannot find the right words to finish these....

haggard me,,,

THIS

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HOW

I LOOK LIKE

WHEN I'M SO TIRED....