Weekend Blues

10 p.m. still couldn’t sleep… that’s why here I am putting my thoughts into words. Actually, I don’t know what to say really. It seems as if my mind is in a total state of block out! Remind me of this morning, I woke up round 6a.m., though there’s no class (coz I usually got up at 5am during weekdays). The first thing that came to me few moments after I woke up was that I thought I was just dreaming again! (FYI: everytime we sleep, we dream even more than once. It’s just that we can’t remember it after waking from an Altered State of Consciousness) I was dreaming that I’m in my bed, with scattered books round me, dirty clothes on the floor and the radio on. It was only few minutes when I realize I wasn’t dreaming at all coz I was really am at my messy room with my things scattered round me! I remembered I was so tired enough tired enough that I really go “groggy” to be lazy enough to put out my things in bed and so I fell fast asleep leaving my things scattered round my bed. After doing quite clearing up, I went down stairs only to find nobody! My mom and our nanny went out and so as my siblings and dad. “strange” I thought to myself, there was a deafening silence in the house. An hour after, my mom came home finally. She told me she’ll be going somewhere. Then I just felt like going out but didn’t really know where to go. So there I was, my mom dropped me by, then I rode a jeepney but still didn’t know where to go. I got off to the public place here in AC and walked around a little bit. Felt like laughing to myself realizing how fool can I be? I didn’t know where to go next! (sounds pathetic isn’t it?) so I rode again a jeepney this time I was heading to my school. Good thing I brought along my book with me, coz there was something I must research bout, but it wasn’t a big deal! I thought of doing them in advance, but then again, I’m such an idiot, I forgot my ID! I couldn’t borrow books from the library. So instead, I just went to the video shop, and I just rented few DVDs. I thought of going to a good friend’s house, good thing she was home when I called. (TANX NGA PALA!) I stayed there for like the whole afternoon. And I went home finally afterwards.. I felt lost the whole day through, with no certain destination, and no plans at all.

This weekend has been a complete dull-but-enjoyable day for me! Most of the things that I did aren’t planned in past. Anyway, it happens once in a while that you come to a point that you don’t know what to do or where to go next.