SOAP OPERAs: WEAKness of Filipinos. SOmehow makes me irritated

First of all, to those who are fond of watching such tv dramas, whether local or foreign, I'm sorry and please don't hate me for writting this.. it's just an OPINION..

Soap Operas, melodramas, teleserye, fantaserye, what ever!

I suppose, almost every Filipino households are very fond of them, especially those who are included between the above average and poverty line. It's main viewers are often housewives, or even wives who just got home from office at evenings, mga kasama sa bahay (i'm not comfortable in calling them as house maids), and children. According to one of the local TV stations, these melodramas are really for those at home who have nothing more to do after cleaning the house, washing the dishes, doing their laundries or even after a hard day of work from the office. It is as if a "reward" for them. Having been raised in a typical Filipino family, I grew up with the people in our house watching such shows one after the other. It is already a part of our culture that many of us, through the years, have embraced. As a child, you don't have the right to watch what channel you want when the clock strikes at the time of the melodrama that everybody in the house waits for, or else, you'll be scolded or worst, be spanked by your mom in the buttocks! You cannot go outside for they won't allow you to play with your friends nor turn on the tv in the other room, they'll tell you that you're just wasting electricity! You have no other choice than to watch with them and go with the flow. Sometimes, it's even unfair, because after they watch and the TV is all yours, they'll tell you that you have to turn it off because the TV was running for almost the whole day!

Ok, I'll admit it, there was a time when I got hooked on to these TV melodramas. But it was THEN.. When I was still in grade school, When all the story plots of these series are very unique, when every new series looks new with the new casts and all. But again, it was way back THEN. If you'll notice nowadays, almost all other these melodramas have the same plots, the same conflicts,(Family members lost, Plastic surgery, Family Wealth, Rivalry, ETC.!) and ALSO, same OLD casts.. (Parang ang sarap sabihin, "Wala na bang iba???") Also include here the never ending COINCIDENCES that occurs one after the other that leaves the audience dropped-jaw! Not to mention the Foreign Melodramas On my own point of view, they are far more better than ours.Sad but true. It all started from the phenomenal Mari-MAr!!!!(AWW!)I could remember my whole neighborhood going crazy over it!) Followed by different Spanish teleseries dubbed into our own language. Then when a network launched the Asian Novelas (Be it Japanese, Chinese, Taiwanese, Indonesian, Korean, NAME IT!!) And it never stopped till' now! It was like a disease that has taken over the whole country!

Sometimes, when I sit down infront of the couch, with everyone at home (our kasama sa bahay, my two little brothers and my mom), I just wanna laugh at them whenever I see them moved by the drama scene from what they are watching! (for crying out loud! It's just a darn melodrama..) There was even a time that during our supper, they were talking about something/someone, that I thought it was the person we knew of, and I tried to join in with their conversation and suddenlly, they just laughed at me because I thought and talked of the wrong person(now the laugh was on me).

At times, I thought why does the story of the melodrama have to long, and very complicated. In some stories, even impossible. Why can't it be just as short as it can possibly be, or why can't the conflicts be solved by a simple conversation and agreements between the antagonist and the protagonist! This is the point where I thought of Soap Operas very irritating! They make the story LONG when they can make it SHORT! They make it COMPLICATED when they can make it so SIMPLE! Come to think of it? Isn't it irritating??

Anyway, this is just about my point of view, I'm sorry if you think I'm so rude in saying these things. But admit or not, I know you've observe that some of what I had said are true right? But mind you, I respect those people who are addicted on them. This is a democratic world right? And I think, I do understand why these soap operas keep on coming through the years. They have survived every breaking news that there was, or problems in our society that had occured. Maybe that's it! They are there to give entertainment to the people who needs time out from this very tiring world! Especially, our fellowmen! No wonder, they keep on embracing these Soap Operas, melodramas, teleserye, fantaserye, what ever!

FACT: Why is it called "SOAP opera"? Soap from the fact that they were originally often sponsored by soap manufacturing companies.

AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!

Ha! I had watched the season premiere of the Smallville and the Simple Life2.. I had been wating so long for this new episodes.. and it's all worth the wait.. Beforehand, I was also planning to ask my dad to buy me the whole collection DVD of the Smallville series but I just thought maybe it's more cheaper here. (instead I just asked him for a cowboy hat as a pasalubong,,, He's coming home on May. I was quite shock of the price of the leather hat! Wishin' I could have just asked for money.. anyway, thanks dad!) I like the episode of tonight's Smallville.. To be honest, I realized something with what I had watched. It was about how life went on with Clark Kent gone for several months and came back all of a sudden without his memories (including the pain he felt when Lana left for Paris..), with his dad in coma, Lois Lane, by the way, already appeared in this season as the cousin of the dead best friend of Clark, and well, Lana, has a new boyfriend back in Paris.. Clark has new powers in this season. (good thing I had watched the end episode of the last season..) He could fly now and could use his other powers.. Oh, forgot to mention the Luthers.. Lex has found a treasure that was stolen by the Kryptonian Clark (Lex didn't knew it was him) and Lionel (Lex's dad) is still in prison but I think in about few episodes, he'll soon be out. Tonight's episode ended up with Clark having his memory back, his dad recovering from the coma, and meeting Lois in a cementery telling her that Chloe is still alive and Lana discovering that she has this weird sign in her back (Kristin really has a compelling body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). What's next? I don't know really... but I'm excited to know... It's really something to watchout for!

I'm not that emotional when it comes to such tv series or even in movies, but, I somehow could relate on how the story goes.. with Lana happy with his new boyfriend and Clark finally met Lois (he's real partner.) ( eventhough I think Tom Welling really looks perfectly with Kristin rather than the one who played the role of Lois.. anyway, I can't change the Superman story, I'm just a viewer..), it strucked me. it kinda hit me. It spoke to me in my head that simply life goes on. IT SHOULD go on inspite of the pain and hurt that had experienced by a person.

Charmed is also having their new season next Monday I suppose. I've been watching this series eversince I was in Grade 5 in the same channel! Along with Friends.. (I watched Friends in ETC.. Same channel where I watch Simple Life.) If ever you don't have any idea what is Simple Life all about, well it's more like the Extra Challenge.. Only the challengers don't change and turned out they're RICH!!! (it's not a fiction. In true Life, the two GIRLS are indeed wealthy being one of the top5 richest people on EARTH!!!!) I am pertaining to Paris Hilton and her bestfriend Nicole (both are beauty-and-such-a-brat!) It's like a road trip to different small towns of America along with thier PINK (yah, you read it right,, PINK!) pickup truck. They travel without any money, and they shouldn't make use of their wealth along the journey. In every episode, they go to a particular place and stay with a family and they should make money for them to spend. They try different jobs. Typical jobs that for them, having been raised up with a golden spoon in the mouth, are difficult.. Like tonight's episode, they tried to work in a parlor shop. Forgot to mention that they always quite mess up with the side line jobs that they get into..Poor man that had came into the parlor for a wax.. They stipped of his hairs painfully!! (aouch!) and they did a make over to a lady who, in the end, looked like a hooker and a rock star rather than a more lovelier woman. Anyway, they are funny and beautiful and humurous! It's something worth to watch!

It's 4/27/2005, and just 12:19:05 AM. Still it is early for me to go to sleep now. My usual sleeping time is 3am to 5:30am. but I should really try to sleep now because tomorrow I should be energetic enough cause I'm going out with my friends for an overnight at Subic and at prior to that I had promised my cousin that I would help her to audition for the Concert Chorus (which I had done last year and I got in but my mom didn't wanted me to go for it for I might not be able to focus on my studies.. but everything comes along with silver linings and in this case, I had more time for my other activities at school!). I should be up early tomorrow...

something that would make you laugh!!!!

SULAT NA NAPULOT DAW SA ISANG BAR SA MALATE NA NGAYON AY PINAGPAPASA-PASAHAN SA INTERNET.....

Marjie,
I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you.
Why?
What reason you can think about but you're very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I'm realize that he really can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you're habit of making pakielam all his walks (lakad) and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that and then he say he get ashame to met iether in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you're very very, very fat body but you hate it thoughth your the most preetiest girls he knows about what do you think you are "Beautiful Girl" of Jose Marie Chan even you are beautiful face to you think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else different name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I'm never call you names iether in the front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don't have any other choice but to call you other different name to like you are a PIG, FAT, OBSSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you're body for that is to a BUDING. You can't not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier than you when you look to us in the mirror. I'm repeat again that you are like Ike Lozada when she is a girl.
FROM: THE SEXIEST GIRL OF D.M.
P.S.: Yo say that I'm the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? You or me? And the final is me.

"When it rains, It pours..."

For how many days now, I've been trying to sleep early as I could but then again, still I can't, it even got worse than I thought. I slept at usually past 12 like 1 or 2am, but now, I sleep at 5am.. Early isn't it? I just can't sleep.. I hope I'm not an insomiac person(but I think I am).. I slept at 4:00am watching the live coverage of the CNN on the conclave and the announcement of the new pope yesterday and my mom woke me up at 6:30am to drive for her to the market with my tita. So I drove, though a quarter of my mind's still soooo sleepy. Thank God nothing bad happened along the way but I know, I was not quite in the mood to drive coz' I feel so drowsy.. and after going to the market, I went back to sleep. 9:30-1:00pm, I slept, then ate lunch, and 2:30-7:00pm I slept again and just woke up because of the phone that rang beside my bed.. "What a lousy driver!" I thought myself...

Perhaps, I couldn't sleep well everynight maybe because of the things I don't want to think about much. Many questions, many things that I'm trying to avoid..

It rained a while ago. And I just thought, perhaps the rain could answer the questions of my mind, that even I don't know what are. So I went out, stared at the dome of darkness, I wanted to shout though.. but I can't. Instead, I just kept questioning the rain in silence and it just answered me through it's heavy raindrops, and several blows of wind. With every raindrop that fell from above, every raindrop seemed heavy. With every heavy drops that touched my skin, every heavy drop felt so cold. and With every drop that fell into the ground,
my heart could hear every heavy raindrop that shatters my heart into pieces. For 20minutes, it was all raindrops and light winds that eventually made my knees and lips somehow shiver but still I wasn't quite satisfied. Instead of giving answers, the rain and the wind just gave me far more deeper questions.. Uknown questions with yet unknown answers.. I never felt so cold like that, with nobody(/no body) to keep me warm and give me warmth.. with nobody to give me warmth.. I never felt so cold.. I never felt so alone... ; When it rains, it pours..

"With every raindrop that fell from above,
every raindrop seemed heavy.
With every heavy drops that touched my skin,
every heavy drop felt so cold.
and With every drop that fell into the ground,

my heart could hear every heavy raindrop that shatters my heart into pieces."

My thoughts on:

Merging the STATE and the CHURCH

Last night as I was watching TV, as I usually did whenever I can't sleep, I came across this local TV show and remembered that I had planned to watch it but then, I just forgot to remind myself. It also came into my mind that our instructor way back in High School had once raised this same question to us. As I was saying, naturally, because its a debate there are two panels that will contradict and defend their own reasons and statements. The panel which is in favor of merging the Church and the State is composed of TWO priest and a Congressman Miles Roces from the 3rd district of Manila, who I suppose was raised up from a family very attached to their faith. However, the other panel who were not in favor is comprised of Bro.E.Soriano ( I know you already know him!), Mr.Tulfo(the columnist, I think on PDI, but definitely not his brothers Erwin nor Ben, the other journalist.) and another politician and at the same time a pastor but I forgot his name.

I could say, they are all good, except for one. They all have a very concrete and reasonable statements that they all have defended. Actually, the one of them made me laugh at the same time, it really had made up my mind that somehow, he's at times "out of his league". I'm sorry guys who are a member of his congregation, but really, why couldn't he just put aside his personal issues with the "inglesia ni Manalo" as what he had called the other religious congregation mentioned for several times through out the whole session of the debate! I also noticed that, at times, some of the defenders are caught up in between, they wanna say no and yes at the same time.

If I were included in that debate, I wouldn't allow them to be merged. The records of our human history, in any part of this world, shows some very concrete evidences that these two essential part of our society are certainly immiscible. Both are important, but it can never be merged. A good example of this is the downfall of the Medieval Period. That time, Theocentrism was dominant. Everything was according to what the Church is saying and dictating and the political leaders are also the same people who leads the Church. They had tried to hold both offices, the Church and the State. Don't get me wrong that I'm an atheist or something(I am a Catholic okei?), but it's not the teachings of the Church that has gotten irrational and unjust through out the succeeding years of their dominance, it is the appointed leaders who become very abusive and corrupt. Yes, you read it right, CORRUPTion (which is a form of stealing.. one of the 10 commandments;<"walk your talk"-sir Guina from DLSU on our leadership seminar...>). Another was the time of the Spanish Era in our country. Spaniards have great respect to their Church ( and I believe that it was passed on to us) that's why they are much influenced by the Church Leaders which paved way in giving them authority over the towns and cities they govern. They are given more power to influence people and dictate to them what they are to do than those who are leaders of the towns and cities. Hence, with this unlimited authority, they became abusive ( "history repeats itself.."). It was just after the occupancy of the Spaniards that we were freed from the excessive authority of the Church that was once merged with the State.

My stance towards this issue is that we may never emerge this two but in the contrary, we cannot seperate them completely, I'm in between. One may not jive with the other but there is one thing for sure, it can seek for each of the other's opinion to achieve optimum enhancement for the benefit of mankind; or the Filipino People specifically. Remember, not all legal things are morally righteous and not all morally righteous are legal. One needs the other.

Ang taong walang magawa,,

Since bakasyon and I hate going out because it's sooooo hot outside, I'm solely staying at home. Of course I go out once in a while but not that frequent; usually, I just go out whenever my friends would wanna go somewhere and my mom allows me to use the car (occasionally lang, ang mahal kaya ng gas ngayon! at pera ko ang ginagamit ko...), whenever there is an important things that I have to check out at school, whenever I drop by the coffee shop and have a cup of Latte after visiting the chapel of Mt. Cramel ( nasanay nako.. nakakamiss ko tuloy **.. ) and whenever I go out biking for few kilometers for exercise and at the same time namamasyal (it's either in the morning or afternoon at about 6pm or so..iwas init... In fairness, masarap magdili-dili pag hapon.. I usually go sa park somewhere and sa LA PIETA!!! ).

INDICATIONS pag nasa bahay namin ako maghapon at walang magawa...

1.) Yung mga tinapay, laging may tira... (Few days ago, nag tuturuan sila kung sinong gumagawa nun, di nila alam na ako yun 'till I finally told them.. hahaha!)
2.) Mga baso ng tubig naka kalat sa bahay... sa study table ko, sa ibabaw ng piano, sa side ng Computer desk ko, sa living room, sa tabi ng TV, even sa CR ng room ko.. KASI KAYA ANG INIT!!!!!! laging nakakauhaw(not dehydrated, wrong term...)! In fairness ang 5gallons of water sa dispenser namin would only last for less than 2days! nilalagok ng mga tao sa bahay ang tubig!!!!!!
3.) Same as cups ng pinag-inuman ko ng COFFEE... naku... sobra din... I drink 3 cups in the morning and 3to4 cups before going to bed.. truly a coffee-addict in a severe case....
4.) Laging may nambubulabog sa buong bahay.... Pag katapos mag-piano, mag- eelectric guitar, after magsawa, TV, pag di pa nakontento, I would sing my heart out that the whole CITY~~~ would hear my irritating voice, then patugtog ng cds ko sa room, pag di pa rin na kuntento, mag Xbox na naka AUXILLARY na parang nayayanig ang buong bahay!
5.) Laging BUSY ang line that's why my dad's complaining why he can't get through the line at sa cellphone nalang xa tumatawag...
6.) Dictionary at mga libro (novels...) na naka-kalat sa bed at study table ko... Past time ko kasi sa tanghali para makatulog is reading... para masanay na rin for the coming years sa pag-aaral...
7.) Madaming T-shirt ko sa labahin... I change my shirt often..
8.) You can find alcohol almost sa lahat ng usually kong tambayan sa bahay. sa Room ko 2, isa bed, other on my desk, sa living room, isa din, and sa taas ng piano isa rin, all of them, usually ako lang ang gumagamit....
9.) Laging puno ang pale sa CR ko ng tubig... From time to time kasi, manerism ko na ang pag-huhugas ng paa... I feel uncomfortable pag di basa ang paa ko.. I know it's a very very bad habit kasi malalamigan yung paa ko or worse, ma papasma, but I just can't stop myself from doing so..
LASTLY,,,
10.) MATAAS ANG BILL!!!! AC pag tanghali, Xbox pag walang magawa, Tantra pag di pa nakuntento, On-line sa gabi at umaga, magtatawag ng makakausap pag walang makausap ng matino sa bahay, ung ampli ng guitar... Kaya nag-rereklamo na si Mama... hay....

the AfterMath

Self - check:

So how you've been for the last 24hrs.?
-Never been crazier.. Earlier today, I felt like I'm going out of my mind.. I almost cried and felt like something in me wants to shout so loud for the whole world to hear. I really wanted to let it out but the problem is I can't cry, my eyes has no more tears to cry.. In the contrary, it's my heart who cries and no one could hear it. In addition to that, my tummy also crumbles, I didn't ate dinner as well as lunch. It's just now that I noticed that I didn't ate rice the whole day through.

Still thinking of your ex?
-Yah.. that's the reason why I felt going insane earlier today. I think that's a hard thing to avoid. For the past 5 years I've been used to think of that person from time to time. It's like a hobby or rather a part of me already. But believe me, I'm trying to divert my attention to different things..

From the scale 1 to 10, can you tell how much you love your ex?
- No.. It can NEVER be scaled nor measured.. Coz' it's infinitive.. that it'll surpass all the numbers that ever existed..

Who is your "confidante" regarding this matter?
- Of course God, I feel somehow enlightened after praying... My bestfriend, who had never been tired of listening to me over and over.. (tanx a lot!) and my "other" special friend who kind of understands what exactly I am going through...

What are your plans in the coming days?
- First, I'm planning to buy new book/s coz' the Bob Ong book that I'm reading is almost finished, then tomorrow, since it's Sunday (family day), definitely, we're not in the house the whole day through coz' we'll be staying at lolo's house then, I've got all my plans for the next 2to3days.. Monday,I'll be going to school and I'll be getting my class cards and on Tuesday, got this day out with my friends playing badminton, and on Wednesday, reading day...

Lastly, what do you think of him/her now?
- Well, definitely, my ex don't give a damn anymore.. She's way too busy and enjoys her life too much to waste time on me. I think she's numb... And here I am.. Going crazy for that person who apparently don't care at all...

WISH FOR YOURSELF:
- I just hope, I'll get over this... hopefully in time...

learnings...

I was already finished reading book and I learned some few things from the dialogue of the characters that I'll never forget..

"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it."

"Maktub" - an Arabic word which means "it is written"

"Something that had happened twice is bound to happen again."

Bluer than Blue...

I woke up and realize that everything in my life is blue..

My towel is blue,
My pajamas is blue(stripped with white),
My undies is blue(hehehe),
My room is painted blue,
My eyeglasses is framed blue,
My toothpaste is also blue(Close-up),
My toothbrush is also blue,
My mountain bike is also blue,
Most of my bags are blue,
Not to mention my CPU, it's also with color blue,
Same goes with my computer desk,
My cologne is also blue(Rain),
My perfume is blue as well(Hugo and Davidoff),
My bath gel is blue(and really smells good!!also a Hugo),

OF all these things,

UNFORTUNATELY,

I myself, also feels so Blue....

....

I logged in to my YM 9am,,,
I got this msg,,,
I'll never forget what she said,,,

msg nia @ (4/12/2005 8:42:44 AM): i dunno how to say this but right now, we both know that we are both in a new chapte of our lives and that we need to accept that we tried it two times and it's not working anymore.... give yourself a chance to love again and me, im happy being single.... as i've said to pearl, right now i think of all the things we both missed in our lives because we take our chances together and that i think we both missed ALOT... and so i think that as we are now in our parted-ways try to see what are the things we both missed... and the things we are about to miss if we are still together... just enjoy life... if ever man n magkaroon ka at magkaroon ako, that will be fair for both of us dahil wla na tayong sagutin sa isa't isa right....


msg nia @ (4/12/2005 8:44:03 AM): i know someone there is really for you and be with you for the rest of your life... i will still be here, always here for you if you need me.... as your friend.... so take care of yourself, and if you need me im just a text away.... take care now, and enjoy life....

msg nia @ (4/12/2005 8:47:10 AM): you konw that if talagang tayo tayo talaga, pero as of now, i dont think that phrase is capable of making us together again... and dami ng lumot ng relationship natin and this is hard to recover.... we just have to accept the fact that this time we need to part ways.... enjoy life.... and take care....


I replied: first of all, I'm sorry if you missed a lot in your life for the past few years because of me.The second time we got together, I expected a lot from you which I think is the reason why it didn't worked out. I thought you could do better than that, and I was very wrong. yah, we are now in our different roads, with different plans and wants.. I know, if we pushed harder, the more you'll just get tired of me.. To be honest, I felt like you just played with me last time. Jhu told me that you just got back with me bcoz you want to make amends for the things that had happened then. That it was hard for you to still be in the relationship. I was hurt you know? you could have told me more than anyone else in this entire universe. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore. It's all in the past now. I asked God then to give me a chance to love you and after that, I'll be satisfied, and I'm thankful that He heard me but I forgot to be satisfied.. I should be contented now. I had some happiest memories behind me. And thank you for those.. All I ever wanted to do then is to love you and make you happy.There's nothing more I want for you than happiness.. even if it would hurt me.. You have your life without me, and me, i still have to pick up the pieces. This vacation is the perfect time for that. that's just it, maybe, I just really have to let the roads of our lives take us where we really are to go. If someday, we still end up together, I'd be the happiest person ever. But if not, I'll be happy for you whatever you make out of your life and me, I'll keep in mind that I was once happy and that I had to be satisfied with that.. Know that wherever you are, you're always in my head and heart. I'm always around, looking after you though you don't see me. I'll always be here for you to the best that I can... Love is never selfish.. You're free....

GENERAL CLEANING OF MAH RUM!

Just another day.. Last night, or should I say, just a while ago, I slept at 3am in the morning. basically, it is because I can't sleep. I had watched TV till my eyes popped out! ate every now and then as always.. Darn! that's what I hate during vacations! I eat a lot.. and start to lose track of my diet.. I woke up at 8am, as my daily routine, I cooked my own breakfast since my brothers and my mom went to lola's place and into the grocery. After I ate, I cleaned up my room.. it' s so dusty! it's seems ages ago since I had cleaned up! Got so busy with school and all.. That's why it's just by now that I had time to clean up.

At the same time, as a good habit, every semester, I gather all my Hand-outs in different subjectsand compile them altogether. I just thought that perhaps, one day, I'm going to need them.. There are "mountains", if Ishould say, of various xerox copies and notes, and tests... I just realized, those Xerox machine owners earn a lot because of us students. Haven't you thought of that? I could also remember that SNOBBISH, DARK , LITTLE, XEROX COPY GIRL that I really hate.. FEELING!!!!WE pay a lot then she'll nag any costumer she wants just like that! That's why at times, I'd rather move into another xerox shop rather than to talk to that SNOBBISH, DARK , LITTLE, XEROX COPY GIRL!!!A lot of the students allowance are spent in these papers... I can say, they are very useful to me! And in a way, I don't regret spending such for these pile of papers, but the question is that, ARE ALL STUDENTS USE THEM FOR THEIR STUDIES??? I mean, for about a year of being a president in my section and being in-charge of these pile of papers, some students don't use them in a good manner.. I also noticed that in High-school, whenever we were to have our exams, the xerox shops are filled with students who are all in a rush to have their other classmates' notes xeroxed. I admit, I'm one of those in high school, but as i could remember, most of the notes that I had xeroxed are in my math subject.. I remembered Ma'am Au Serabia shouting at me because I had slept along with Carl, my seatmate, during her class.. anyway, I learned something from her.. There was even a time, when it was the ONLY, take note, ONLY quiz that I had perfectedin her subject, and just because I had to forgot my name, she divided my score into 2!!! My tutor then was Mrs. Pangilinan along with my best bud. what a story...

So here I am now, sleepy but I'm about to take shower and go.. I'll meet my barkada at 4pm, we'll play badminton as usual, only the time was change because we'll be playing along with Jhu's sister. It's our 4th day this week I think.. I kept tracking my weight, still it had no difference at all.. Just the same... Till next time! CHOW!!!!!

ACCURATE infos,URGENT FOR BSN1-2(also for CON STUDENTS)

TO ALL BSNI STUDENTS:
Just a while ago, I had talked to our FORMER Level Coordinator, Ma'am Rosales (Ma'am Sy is in Manila.) about the RELEASING OF CLASS CARDS.. WALA PANG EXACT DATE.. APRIL 15, don't be mis informed, CHECKING LANG YUN IF OK NA BA ANG MGA GRADES.. I had also asked Ma'am Allapitan why is this so, and she says that it because some of our instructors haven't submitted the final grades.. (mind you, our college is handling many students,not only us, in addition to that, the upcoming freshmen students..) be patient enough.. just wait for further announcements.. or if sinisipag kayo, you can drop by our college office anytime.

TO ALL BSN STUDENTS OF ALL LEVEL:
ACCDG TO Mr. Carreon,
here are the ffg dates of our enrollment:
BSN 1----------------------- May 2 - May 20,2005
BSN 2(tayo 'toh)--------- May 9 - May 27,2005
BSN 3----------------------- May 30 - June 10,2005
BSN 4----------------------- May 30 - June 10,2005

TO ALL PHILO STUDENTS (ALL SECTIONS) under SIR BAROY:

A. HOPELESS CASE (Grade:70)
Blanco, Alexander Ferxez B.
Bognot, Katrina Carla S.
Canlas, Ma. Karen T.
Casupanan, Josephine C.
Cayanan, Raffy L.
Cordero, Cromwell L.
Cortez, Edgardo Jr. G.
De Guzman, Rea B.
Dela Rosa, Arwin G.
Dizon, Angelica Irene S.
Dizon, Grace-Lyn P.
Dizon, Roldan C.
Fernando, Diana Trisha M.
Ferrer, April Rose B.
Guina, Stephanie H.
Huricks, John David A.
Juco, Ed Jefferson L.
Lacson, Jenina D.
Luat, Ma. Abigael D.
Lumaking, Joycel G.
Mallari, Kristine Rae D.
Manalang, Mary Len B.
Manganti, Arlou Anne Klein S.
Manuel, Mary Joy B.
Mendoza, Christian E.
Miranda, Ivan Royce C.
Nunag, Nikka N.
Pelayo, Peter Jordan S.
Piad, Iris Chester R.
Pring, Zed Gene Carrol M.
Pulbos, Abigail Q.
Quiazon, Gracia Mia R.
Reyes, Realyn M.
Reyes, Rona M.
Reyes, Vincent Laurentte V.
Reynolds, Jacqueline V.
Rodriguez, Adrian D.
Salcedo, Cheryl T.
Salvador, Crissy Anne S.
Salvador, Jan Paolo DL.
Santiago, Mark Angelo L.
Simeon, Stephanie Kay D.
Smith, Ronald John R.
Soledad, Camille Nicola L.
Tan, Mark Angelo R.
Tatlonghari, Isah M.
Tiru, John Anthony S.
Yturralde, Harjay Louie Q.

B. THOSE WHO WILL RECEIVE A GRADE OF (INC):
Kindly see your instructor ASAP for your special exam.
Arceo, Kate I.
Agliam, Paula Jobelle E.
Almendral, Kenard C.
Anunciacion, Precious Ann P.
Aquino, Christian Dale G.
Audea, Niña Welsie B.
Austria, Mark Anthony P.
Batac, Reneanne A.
Bautista, Benedict E.
BERNARTE, Oliver G.
De Guia, Karla Eufrecina D.
De Guzman, Honeywell D.
De Guzman, Raniel T.
De Luna, Jay Michael V.
DIZON, Maria Carmela G.
Fernando, Marie Cristle B.
Forte, Tommy Arvin Q.
Franco, Suzerain B.
Gerona, Joana Marie O.
GERONIMO, Mar C.
Gomez, Jennifer R.
Gonzales, Russella Francesca G.
KAKEGAWA, John Paul T.
Lacson, Anna Victoria D.
Lansang, Paula Clarizze D.
LAUD, Joseph Ian N.
MANANSALA, Aldo M.
Maneja, Jinky V.
Mangio, Regine G.
MANITI, Derilee M.
Mariano, Cindy T.
Mendoza, Jean Rose G.
Meneses, Ramsey B.
Miclat, Jeffrone Jay C.
MORALES, Marjorie C.
Muñoz, Reina E.
Ocampo, Kassane Karl S.
Pangilinan, Ruth Easter R.
Parayo, Levy T.
PINEDA, Jeremiah F.
PORNILLOS, Carey M.
Robles, Arnelyn D.
Sanchez, Dale Tristan P.
SANTOS, Edleanne C.
Sarmiento, Julienne T.
Savirola, John Victor D.
Sibug, Corina Mae A.
Sto. Domingo, Gerard Dominic Y.
Supan, Dian Ross T.
Tayag, Tracy
TORRES, Garlian P.
Yumul, Ma. Louiza G.

also log on to Nicenet and Myspace for rechecking
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TO ALL BSN 1-2:
PLS SEE MRS GONZALES ASAP
Almendral
Dizon
Lacson
Maneja
Reyes
de Guzman, R.

THESE FFG PPOL SHOULD TAKE REMIDIAL CLASS TOM. 8 AM BIOCHEM
STUDENT NO.
045170
045012
045212
045605
045726
045996
045354

CoFfEe,, CoFfEe,,

March 19, 2005..

11pm,,

Coffee Overdose,,

with KC,,

She wanted me to keep this paper from this coffee shop..

Which says..

"YOU KNOW YOU'RE DRINKING TOO MUCH COFFEE WHEN..."

=instant coffee takes too long..

=You channel surf faster without remote.

=When someone asks you "how are you?", you say, "good TO THE LAST drop!"

=you want to be cremated just so you can spend the rest of eternity in a coffee can.

=you want to come back as a coffee mug in your next life..

=You'd be willing to spend time in a Turkish Prison (I say: that is bcoz they servegood coffee..)

=You go to sleep just so you can wake up and smell the coffee(I say: coffee keeps me awake!!)

=You name your cats and dogs "cream" and "Sugar" (I say: My dog's name is SADAM. but good point,next time, I'll name it Sugar...or coffee perhaps..)

=You get drunk just so you can sober up

=You speak in perfect Arabic without ever taking a lesson (I say:I can also speak FRENCH ANDCHINESE when I'm drunk!)

=Your thermos is on wheels.(I say: when taking exams, I wanted to bring along the thermos in my desk!)

=Your lips are permanently stuck in the sipping position. (I say:suck wat?? hehe!joke)

=You think CPR stands for "COFFEE PROVIDES RESUSCITATION" (I say: WATEVAH!)

Yet another DaY

woah!!! another day has passed again... everyday, I wake up in the morning, wondering,"What can I do today?".. wake up from my bed, wash my face, brush my teeth, cook Breakfastfor myself,take a shower at about 9am, go out and meet my barkada and play badminton till 3pm, go home, sleep, eat dinner ( a soup and 2pcs of bread.. ), watch TV (I really don't watch soaps ontv but everybody else here does, so it's like i don't have choice! but anyways, I enjoy naman, specially the Full House, though I watched the final part already.), go back to my room,wash my face, brush my teeth, and sit infront of my PC, till i finally fall asleep.. at the endof the day, one question always pops-out of mah head, and that is, asking myself "what have Idone the whole day?"...

AS of today, aside from my daily routine, I have driven again to and fro Magalang for the Tea of my lolo(mother's side..)Have almost finished the book i'm reading(the alchemist), had a bunch of laughs (tanx to MelanieMarquez!),ate fruits (watermelon, mouth watering unripe mangoes with bagoong, apples and orange.),ate cadbury, (My mouth cannot stop eating!), and of course, thought of my ex... a lot as usual...

My activities for tomorrow are all lined up! I'm going to drop my lolo (this time my father's side.)to his barber to have his hair trimmed "para daw gwapo pag umuwi" sa Tita Glenda koh as what Mom had said... then going to school, check out details for the claiming of cards and also checking of the failed students..(my classmates I mean,, Kitam, though the semester is over, istill have obligations to my section.. anyways, it's just fine.. SOMEHOW, they would remember me as responsible officer!diba?? ), I'll be posting them here.. since my PC isn't functioning well, I have to go out to surf the net (I hate it when my PC caughts virus!It happens all the time!then i have to let a PC technician reformat it over and over! PARENG MIKE,TULONG NAMAN!

I'm quite enjoying this vacation kahit sa house lang.. not going anywhere.. like my recent vacations specially when we were still in Cavite and my dad works for the WG&A co., eventhoughI just stay at home this summer, I could say, I'm lucky already to have been able to travel tosome places like Isabela, Masbate, Ormoc, Palawan(El Nido),and some places before.. I mean, not all people are that lucky, I'm just an average and not RICH person from a simple Family. Tanx to my dad's work then. WE were free from any expenses! even our food and accomodations..

If there's a thing that I want to achieve this vacation, that is certainly.. Peace Of Mind..This is my first summer without the person that really mattered to me.. which makes me sad naturally as what any other lover would feel.. I'm trying my best to make something out of this COLD SUMMER NIGHTs(as the song says),like I wanna know myself more and be contented with what was behind us.. (for crying out loud Gaylord! You should be contented now!).. I had thought of thatperson so much every now and then,, (my ex i mean..) I had promised, It'll always be that person..and that'll never change.. I am loyal to my words..even if it would hurt me,, perhaps, i could learn how to be numb.. It's almost 2am, guess I just to sleep away these thoughts.. I still have to get up early tomorrow!and do a lot of things! goodmorning!!

P.S.> I also want to grab a glass of Latte 2morow, go to carmelite and pray for the pope's soul,and go for a quiet 5pm walk on the Villa Angela park...Miss my ex a lot...

Badminton day2

My body aches! Grabeh, 2day straight playing badminton with my friends and all my joints and muscles are cramped! (tumatanda na ata ako e!) my ass, my hips, my arms and legs! GOSH! Actually, my mom wanted us to swim daily! Me and my brothers, at least 20 laps a day.. I could say, my brother really needs it! Anyway, it’s been a while since I have posted something new here! For some reasons, I was quite busy with my final requirements, and with our visitor, My Aunt Lyn and my cousin and Uncle James.

On the first few days after my final exams, I had watched a lot of DVDs, one after the other. And I enjoyed them! Some of them is The Jacket, the Hitch, The Aviator, Son of the Mask, Garden State, The hostage, and so much more! There’s another movie that I wanna see, this time I wanna see it in a cinema and that is Miss Congeniality2.

Been thinking so much of my grades.. of what could be the results of my finals.. ever since the mid term exam till this finals, I could say my studies were greatly affected by what happened to me last January.. My Zoology is quite good, I suppose, but not my Biochem, I doubt IT!!! Most of the question that turned out on my exams weren’t the ones that I had studied! GRRRrrrr! But anyway, Prayer is the only solution I guess, I gave my best despite of the great depression I feel inside that I had tried to ignore many many times! i know I have to get over it now… as in now, or else, I don’t think so that I could concentrate more on my subjects for my 2nd year…

if... if..

If I were a month I would be...
-> December,, the atmosphere is nice,,

If I were a day of the week I would be...

->Saturday! got nothing to do at all!

If I were a time of day I would be...
--> 12 mn,, I will transform into a warewolf! harrr...

If I were a planet I would be...

--> Pluto,, the furthest of all!

If I were a sea animal I would be...
--> corals.. so that I could be of help to some other sea creatures!

If I were a direction I would be...

-> east..

If I were a sin I would be...

-> L.. u// s'' T>> very tempting!

If I were a liquid I would be...

-> cold water! that can cool you down!

If I were a tree I would be...
-> acacia! to provide shade for travelers

If I were a bird I would be...

-> ADARNA!! hehe! joke! rather, Love bird or parrot that can sing.. to take away d' stress of people

If I were a tool I would be...

-> chainSaw!!! CUT.. cut... CUT!!!

If I were a flower I would be...

-> a rose.. loved by lovers.. esp the ladies

If I were a kind of weather I would be...
-> rainy weather,, people would wanted to be home and sleep all day long!

If I were a musical instrument, I would be...

-> EVERYTHING! as long as it creates good music!That's why tho i know how to play the guitar and the piano, still i want to learn how tho play other instruments..

If I were an animal, I would be...
-> BEAR!!! Big and Mighty!

If I were a color, I would be...

-> blue.. very appealing color(aside fr red of course!) and signifies mystery and strength

If I were an emotion, I would be...
-> rage! too much anger...

If I were a vegetable, I would be...

-> broccoli and cauliflower and potatoes

If I were a song, I would be...
-> over and over by 'neLLy'.. best song to describe my life now..

If I were a movie, I would be

-> City of Angels... like Nicholas' character,, ready to sacrifice eternity for the one i love

If i were i sport, I would be
-> SOCCER SIEMPRE!